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It is indeed a very long time since I last posted an entry to this blog of mine because of many unexpected events in my colorful life not to mention, the most important reason is; laziness.
But I will summarize the important thoughts/events that was stuck in my head a few months ago:
You know how you really want to be good at something but you’re just too lazy to practice, you want to be great at that “something” just like that, like you’re some sort of a prodigy/savant or whatever. Learning to play the piano for me- is like that. I remembered when I was 8, my sister and I used to take piano lessons but to my parents’ dismay, I don’t have the interest to play it unlike my sister. Well now, my parents brought a piano, for my sister and she can now play nonstop which can only be possible if she’s home and not in baguio.
I’m also happy that I’ve found an instrument that is interesting for me, it’s the guitar baby! Right now, I’m taking guitar lessons. Sometimes for the lack of reason and relation to my guitar thingy, I can’t help but think of my second cousin Robert from the states, he went all the way here in the Phil. for the first time so he could buy a good guitar (It would be cheaper to buy here than in the states)…and oh my I’m wonderin’ what he felt when my mother offered to give him our old cheap guitar and he was left with no other choice but to accept it!
I realized that when I got myself a quite good guitar… way better than the old one that Robert got, that one is the type that is prone to get smashed when you’re really angry. Maybe he won’t return here in the Phil. hay, I don't know why I feel sorry >_<
About my studies, I passed my UPCAT but I was not accepted in Diliman, only in Baguio maybe I lack a few more prayers ha-ha. I didn’t get any awards in our graduation day and NO I’m not that stupid (okay...maybe just a bit), there’s just some “unforgettable bad events” and “words said” that made me lose my interest in studying, maybe I need a psychologist for that matter. I used to be a straight-A student...and that is way back in grade school ha-ha, now, I'm an incoming freshman in college-a new start, HS was a nightmare for me (except my true friends, they're the good part in the nightmare), I really don't know what went wrong, is my life that boring that it needs a little twist? oh well, I really don't know, for now, maybe I should use my head more often-if I want to be HAPPY someday...I would definitely want to.
About my love life, (jeez I think I need to mention about this stuff). As far as I know, my family still loves me. I think I was heart-broken, but I’m not that sure >_< So weird for me. My mind is making a sort of defense mechanism for me not to get hurt by a certain situation and I really don't want to talk about it 'cause it doesn't make much sense-what I mean is....Who is that guy anyway??? He didn't even know I like him! He only like girls who are easy to get---hmmmppp!! And I wanna tell him that I'm soooooo over him even if he doesn't know ha-ha.
That's all for now.
But I will summarize the important thoughts/events that was stuck in my head a few months ago:
You know how you really want to be good at something but you’re just too lazy to practice, you want to be great at that “something” just like that, like you’re some sort of a prodigy/savant or whatever. Learning to play the piano for me- is like that. I remembered when I was 8, my sister and I used to take piano lessons but to my parents’ dismay, I don’t have the interest to play it unlike my sister. Well now, my parents brought a piano, for my sister and she can now play nonstop which can only be possible if she’s home and not in baguio.
I’m also happy that I’ve found an instrument that is interesting for me, it’s the guitar baby! Right now, I’m taking guitar lessons. Sometimes for the lack of reason and relation to my guitar thingy, I can’t help but think of my second cousin Robert from the states, he went all the way here in the Phil. for the first time so he could buy a good guitar (It would be cheaper to buy here than in the states)…and oh my I’m wonderin’ what he felt when my mother offered to give him our old cheap guitar and he was left with no other choice but to accept it!
I realized that when I got myself a quite good guitar… way better than the old one that Robert got, that one is the type that is prone to get smashed when you’re really angry. Maybe he won’t return here in the Phil. hay, I don't know why I feel sorry >_<
About my studies, I passed my UPCAT but I was not accepted in Diliman, only in Baguio maybe I lack a few more prayers ha-ha. I didn’t get any awards in our graduation day and NO I’m not that stupid (okay...maybe just a bit), there’s just some “unforgettable bad events” and “words said” that made me lose my interest in studying, maybe I need a psychologist for that matter. I used to be a straight-A student...and that is way back in grade school ha-ha, now, I'm an incoming freshman in college-a new start, HS was a nightmare for me (except my true friends, they're the good part in the nightmare), I really don't know what went wrong, is my life that boring that it needs a little twist? oh well, I really don't know, for now, maybe I should use my head more often-if I want to be HAPPY someday...I would definitely want to.
About my love life, (jeez I think I need to mention about this stuff). As far as I know, my family still loves me. I think I was heart-broken, but I’m not that sure >_< So weird for me. My mind is making a sort of defense mechanism for me not to get hurt by a certain situation and I really don't want to talk about it 'cause it doesn't make much sense-what I mean is....Who is that guy anyway??? He didn't even know I like him! He only like girls who are easy to get---hmmmppp!! And I wanna tell him that I'm soooooo over him even if he doesn't know ha-ha.
That's all for now.
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